Thursday, September 29, 2011

i want to remember...



...how your smiles sometimes literally look like the emoticon :D

...what a good cuddler you are

...what your little baby breath smells like

...what an amazing sleeper you've been overnights, pretty much from the beginning

...how much your brother loves you (almost to a fault!), and sometimes can't stop kissing you

...how even though you seem so big right now, that you are still tiny

...how much more i love having a little girl than i ever thought possible

love you, my little els.


Tuesday, September 20, 2011

i have been blessed to have two relatively easy pregnancies...not too terribly nauseated, just typical tiredness, and for the most part, pretty normal feeling. enjoying the kicks, pokes and prods along the way. with elsie, it was actually even easier than with carter, because my blood pressure didn't get as high. thank goodness...i don't know how i would have done bedrest (or should i say jamie would have done?) with a 4 year old boy, who is truly all boy! it was as amazing as i remembered, the feeling her moving around. and those hiccups - she got them lots, once even while i was in the middle of yoga! (it's hard to try to relax and focus on your breathing at that point, i'll tell you that much!).

even though i knew my blood pressure had been better, for some reason i thought for sure i would need to be induced. in addition to the random memory that i had of my doctor saying that since i went so quickly with carter's induction that i should probably be induced the next time, i didn't think i would make it to my due date. but when i went to my 39 week appointment on tuesday 7/26, i hadn't progressed any further than i had been the two weeks prior - 3 cm. he offered to strip my membranes, but said that it only works 10-15% of the time. i figured since i was going to call and schedule an induction for later in the week, i'd just skip it.

we left the doctor's and had to run to the bank. as we were on our way there i had some pain that was slightly more intense than the cramping i'd been feeling over the past week or so. i mentioned it to jamie, and said "wouldn't it be funny if we just left the doctor's office and i went into labor?" we laughed and continued home, but i did keep having some pains intermittently.

when we got home, jamie went to pick carter up at daycare, and when he got back i figured maybe i should start writing down when i thought i was feeling something, as i was now somewhat convinced that these were contractions.

to be continued....

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

there are some days i can't believe this is my life. sometimes that is a not-so-good thing, but most times it is a wonderful thing. i am in disbelief that elsie has been here for seven weeks already. i am also very well aware at how far behind i am at keeping up with things here on the blog...that will change!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

inspiration...wishing i'd logged the source for this image, but so loving this creative space. this is why i love pinterest - you can actually go back to the source.


here's another one - mudroom inspiration:


maybe some day the house will look like this. for now, i'll just revel in all the nesting i got done this weekend! guess there's one good thing that came from all the heat & humidity...

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

baby...details overdue

update and details on baby are long overdue, but in the meantime i'm going to enjoy the hiccups that are making me smile as I try to go to sleep. can't wait to meet you baby girl...

Friday, June 10, 2011

35 @ 35

as i turn 35, i want to be more intentional about embracing life this next year. so, here are 35 things that i hope to complete @ 35:
  1. volunteer at least one night at the clothing closet at church
  2. have a baby :)
  3. document a week in the life
  4. run another half marathon (oh jeez...)
  5. do at least one month of once a month cooking
  6. take at least one photo a week for a compilation book
  7. make a quilt
  8. bake a new kind of cookies with carter
  9. go on a picnic
  10. hike at gooseberry with carter
  11. bind the birthday/christmas/etc cards for carter (and maybe some of mine, too!)
  12. buy more indie music
  13. write five letters to friends or family members
  14. road trip to visit the chobans
  15. build a piece of furniture with jamie
  16. bake cupcakes for neighbors
  17. take carter on a ferris wheel ride
  18. 30 day photo challenge
  19. re-do the photo frames on the ledge in the family room
  20. go to the driving range with jamie some time
  21. edit some of the video from what we've taken of carter
  22. host a "formal" dinner
  23. start a conversation with a stranger
  24. find a volunteer opportunity that carter can do with me
  25. document more about grandparents' stories from the past
  26. work on photo books - even if they don't all get printed (so then they'll be ready when coupons come!)
  27. find something fun to do with carter for a date night
  28. check out more books from the library
  29. make curtains for the baby's room
  30. wear more skirts/dresses
  31. update the blog more regularly
  32. log at least 50 miles on the bike this fall
  33. send 10 cards to friends for no reason other than to say hi
  34. scan in my scrapbook pages
  35. try a new food
here goes nothing!

it was a wonderful day, today, too. great music and message at church, delicious brunch at redstone, a nice nap, getting more stuff ready for the baby, grilling for dinner, and having a "surprise" birthday cake that carter picked out - a burger cake. bwahaha! so funny.

feeling very blessed, loving life, and those that i get to share it with.

Friday, March 11, 2011

today at the doctor....

i went to the doctor today. it's been an ongoing problem, but my overactive bladder was enough to drive me to make an appointment. unfortunately there's not much they can do, so i'll just rack up the points for all the many, many times i go to the bathroom each day. ugh!

today's stats:
bp - 128/68
baby's heartbeat - 158 bpm

further confirmation that carter's prediction that the baby is a girl? :-)